Its okay to not be okay.
Sunday, 31 July 2022 | 02:00 | 0 comments
31st July 2022.
Its okay to be a little afraid.
Its okay to come out from your comfort zone.
Its okay to cry about it.
Its okay to say what you feel.
Semoga orang-orang yang aku sayang sentiasa dipelihara Allah saat aku tiada bersama mereka.
Its okay sometimes, to not be okay :)
Let it all the rest to Allah.
Reach for the moon :)
Thursday, 21 July 2022 | 22:13 | 0 comments
21st July 2022
Bismillah, assalamualaikum.
Hi, how is everyone? :)
I am indeed feeling very good too if you ask hehe.
Im currently on my break of reading some of reading materials that i need to finish prior to my orientation. So terasa nak tulis blog pulak.
Orientation? Yupp, im going to orientation again! xD
Tapi bukan untuk zaman study dah, yang ni orientation untuk kerja pulak haha.
It is kind of mind-blowing that i have actually entered into a working life.
Good news: I have actually got offer a job in the government :)
(A job that i may stay until the rest of my life xD)
Never thought that i will actually reach today, this level. I really yakin that everything that i have now is due to prayers that everyone around me made for me.
Kekuatan dan keyakinan yang diberiNya. Dengan izin-Nya.
I heard many scary stories from my own colleagues back in uni regarding housemanship. Rasa macam ragu2 jugak dengan diri.... to becoma a doctor.
Setiap hari (i rasa setiap saat sebenarnya) praying that i can do this. To keep having faith. Untuk kuat dalam perjalanan yang i have choose from the very beginning. Untuk ikhlas sentiasa.
Kekuatan supaya boleh bangun sendiri walau apapun terjadi sepanjang the journey of a doctor. Supaya mendapat colleague yang baik hati, and dapat sentiasa membangkitkan semangat diri sendiri everyday.
Despite of the scary stories i heard, ada jugak dengar cerita yang seronok. Where my seniors selalu sangat share motivations yang dorang pegang to get through everyday. My friends yang work-hard and get high marks during housemanship assessment.
These small things somehow, buatkan i feel there is always hope and light in life. Allah tu ada selalu dengan kita. Kita buat semampu yang kita boleh.
هَلْ جَزَاءُ الْإِحْسَانِ إِلَّا الْإِحْسَانُ
“Tidak ada balasan kebaikan kecuali kebaikan (pula).” (Surah Ar-Rahman : 60)
I dah settle most of my documents untuk lapor diri and PTM which will be less than a week from today.
Fun fact: I settled most of my documents with a friend yang i met from Telegram tau xD dia initially DMed me to ask regarding housemanship documents updates (as she saw my name in the big HOs Telegram group asking questions). And from that, kiteorg just settle documents sesama haha.
But unfortunately PTM kiteorg tak sama :')
Apapun, moga Allah permudah. Doakan semoga aku akan sentiasa dikurniakan kekuatan untuk terus mencapai redhaNya melalui jalan ini :)
Akhir kata, assalamualaikum.
