Bismillah
August 24th.

Assalamualaikum :)

How was everyone?

Seeing my A-level friends started going abroad this month. Very proud of them :')

Before this, mmg ada tanam niat tersebut tetapi Allah Maha Mengetahui apa yg terbaik buat aku.
In JPA, i think i applied for bio-technology in London masa after spm duluu.

Tingginya cita2 :P

Well, like people said, when you want to dream, dream big.  Haha :D

But alhamdulillah im also in a better place now. Never stop making du'a so that i will always have the strength to keep going through this. Always.

Alhamdulillah for everything currently. Allah gave me more than i could ever asked :')

I will not let this chance down and always try my best to be better!

Its getting near. Yep, year 2 university life is getting near. Immmm ssoooo not ready yet T-T

Do you think i can do this? T-T

Im not sure if i can make it out alive..... So, hows yours? Imma try to avoid things that can mentally broke myself. Cause having a 'war' with your heart can take a lot of energy and time. So take a deep breath in and let it out! Feelin any better yet? Cause i do :D

There's always ups and down of life.

A lecturer once told me "The best people, most of them learn from their downfall. And rarely of them maybe  one, learn from their success."

He said "People that learn from their success rarely changed themselves and usually they keep doing the same thing."

This reminds me towards someone.
Theres someone in my class that ive been admiring about. I mean not his look, but his hardwork, his dedication/passion, his spiritualness, his humbleness. And most of lecturers like his attitude.

 I told my mum about him: "How can theres smeone like that exist on this earth?"

Mcm perfect habis secara peribadi dia hahaha. K, dia cam inspired aku untuk sentiasa never give up. Itu je sebenarnya. :P

Teringat masa habis Block 4 :Musculoskeletal, Head and Neck. Kiteorg exam kt hall kampus asasi. So after exam, dia ajak sesiapa budak asasi "Jom pergi jumpa lecturer tanya khabar?"

And then he looked at me. So i responded "Im not asasi unimas (sambil geleng kepala)." :P

And i know he remembered me cause we met in the lecturer room and we discussed a chemistry question with the lecturer (we randomly met there though and completely never met each other before) xD

One of the best thing about medicine is, they'll just here out any of your opinion. Its like the motto "If you talk, i listen. If youre wrong, i'll correct you." and vice versa.

I always hold on this which that its not only one will be doctor. But all of my friends also will be one insyaAllah, and each of us will have the responbility for their patient. So, kalau sorang tahu, ajar mereka yg tak tahu sampai dorang tahu sama mcm kita. Kalau kita tak tahu, usaha sampai tahu cause we'll be responsible of someone's life one day.

In whatever conditon including engineer, nursing, dentistry or even business. If we dont know, learn until we know it cause we will be responsible for something on our own one day :)

We're all in this together.

Plus, i learned that being a good listener is also very very important.
Every patient words is important and we need to take note. Cause someone saying something, is never without purpose :)

Honestly i say, my journey of learning and gaining knowledge is the best one so far. Since year 6, kiteorg berlumba siapa dpt maths lagi tinggi. (i  think my genes are expressing the hatred feeling towards maths) but alhamdulillah i survived in every maths test. Alhamdulillah :P

In PMR is also one of the best year in my life which a year completely change me inside and out.  Met wonderful people.

In SPM, is the most tearful year. I learned great lesson, found my weakness and build up strategy to get up. #BangkitMalaya

In asasi, i met wonderful friends. Jujur, i enjoyed this time the most. I can see that most of my friend also enjoy their asasi/matrik/diploma life. Im very happy to hear and see that :')

And now, our journey continues. Im always praying the best for you guys. Just let go something that brings pain in your life. Capture every moment. Appreciate people. Tell people you love them. Smile if youre happy, tell someone of youre sad so that they can cheer you up. People wont know if youre sad if you dont tell.

Grab the chances. Stay focus on your tracks and dreams. Work hard, pray hard and dont forget to chill.

Pray when your happy, pray when your sad. Spend your time to beloved ones.

Cause this moment definitely cant be replayed :)
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