It was veryyy hectic week. Im currently on my 2nd week of Final Professional Exam. But im blogging today? :OOO

Haha okay after considering and thinking of it, ive decided to tell my story here today.

Okay last week i successfully finished my theory exams. And even though it was quite tough, but alhamdulillah i have did my best :) may Allah allow us to pass the FPE with flying colours

And so, ive finished my clinical exams yesterday!

Ive got a Medicine-based short case which is Acromegaly patient and a Paediatric case for Pulmonic stenosis. The examiner was Prof Kuan (one of the scary examiner in Unimas ><) and Dr Kok for paediatric case.

Alhamdulillah it was fine, i able to answer their questions well. May Allah allow me to get a good passing marks for it. Aminnn ><

And this Thursday (7/10/2021) i should be having my long case examination. But unfortunately.... i found out that one of my housemate is positive covid19. After tracing back history, she did have symptoms since a week ago (prior to theory exam). And her fever spikes up yesterday which causes her to see a doctor. She was categorized under stage2/3 covid 19 with fully vaccination history. She is under surveillance by the higher authorities for recovery or in case complication develops.

And i am one of her close contact due to, and with other 14 friends with me that she contacted. And all 14 of us, was deferred from FPE exam until 10 days after (special group FPE). Which might be on 18/10/2021.

I was actually devastated with the news.. and eventually catch myself into tears. Due to the thinking of not being able to take the orchid together with my friends. Gathering with my friends from other postings that i havent seen them for a while since clinical years separating us into different postings.

The only gathering that actually done was during quarantine time together before entering exams xD i was so happy tau to see and sempat borak2 sekejap even mostly about Medicine itself haha

So yes, the special group FPE will have a different orchid ceremony. And dengar cerita ada convocation day next year :OO

I hope really ada cause nak jumpa others before parting ways :')

O Allah, i have planned and you have planned. But Your plans are indeed the Best. Redha kan lah hati ini ya Allah dengan ketentuanMu..

Okay now, im currently quarantine dekat rumah (Kolej Kasturi) with my housemates. Patiently waiting to finish our FPE.

Oh and ive deleted my social medias apps cause i feel like i wanted to take a break from it ><

Thank you for friends who keeps on contacting me to ask whether i have eaten properly. Sleeping properly. Cooks/buys food for me. Because i reaaaaallyy dont take enough meal and sleep when it comes to exam season. Thank you. I will always keep you in my prayers. Sedihnyaa nak berpisah dengan semua. Ive felt that my classmates are like my family :')

5 years, we have been thick and thin together.. Far away from our family getting through the high and lows to just able to save someone's life in the future (thats what being  a doctor is kan xD)

I sincerely believe, that this journey will never be understand by others unless they are going through the same thing.

Bak kata Muazzin: Tak payah nak tipu lah farahin, dah 5 tahun dah kita kenal (when i said that im feeling to not study for the whole day, i guess they did know me well cause i will open my book whatever happens xD) 

And its okay, because i know ive got my friends here with me. Thank you for playing a big role in my life. Okay sorry for the breakdown in this posting haha

Hoping that i will always be with someone who understands and keeps on staying by my side until the end of the day.

Thank you for listening and stay. I hope everyone is doing good!

May we able to graduate together aminnn :)

Akhir kata, assalamualaikum.